Peg’s Special

hmm.. had a few days off after a hectic schedule of papers after papers for more than one month’s time.. sigh~ not dat i want to complain.. but then started to notice as time goes on, im getting busier and busier.. looked back all the cards and short msgs my friends sent me during a-level.. gosh~~ it’s been almost 4 years since i left my a-level.. time flies.. i really really miss those days in a-level!!!!! lemme roughly sum up the things we did in INTEC, a place which is full of memories!!

1. drinking time..
have u ever seen a group of more than 10 ppl gather in a big padang, each holding a bottle of alcopops??
that’s wat my friens and i did!! haha.. singing in padang is not sth new for us=p

2. singing..
we really like to sing… KTM, cityliner, mini bus, padang, classroom.. etc etc etc.. haha.. there was once i got ‘a bit’ embarrased that i told the uncle beside me that i dont know them.. they are not my friends=p when you guys started to sing in cityliner.. on the way back from midvalley..

3. section 16
aunty, har meen.. leng sam.. aunty, got rice anot???? miss those words.. also miss the aunty selling har meen and economic rice there

4. ayamas
isshhh… the price increased from RM3.80 to RM5++ by the time we left!! but still, the black pepper roasted chicken is unbeatable!!!!! yummy~~ very nice sambal

5. darul ehsan..
oh, almost forgot its name=p the place where ah tor told me he had to chew at least 20 times(or maybe more??) before swallowing his food… our usual place to yamcha+ gathering in sem 3&4

6. ameer ali
haha.. i still remember its name! myself, choo and ying always makan tosai there.. funny uncle gave us 10 % off since we are students.. ended up, our bills were 20/30 cents less=p

7. seri keningau..
ayam halia, kailan goreng.. etc etc for lunch..

8. another one i forgot the name=p
have to wait for very very very long for its nasi goreng pataya.. if anybody remember the name of that rest.. pls tell me ya.. thanks=)

aiyoh.. lazy to write dee… to be continued……….

everything happens with a good reason.. and you’re stronger than u think when those bad things are over! don’t lose yourself for any reasons, have some time for yourself to look deeply into your heart and ask yourself:" who am i?!" don’t hurt anyone as life goes on, minimize the harm you bring if destruction is unavoidable=) i’ve become a great master of philosophy before i notice it=p good luck, dear friends.. in your future undertakings!!

it’s 2 am on 17th sept.. my pg-kl flight is at 9 sth at night.. meaning i’m going back to school AGAIN… hmm… it’s jz a simple summary on wat i’ve done over this summer break.. as usual, i GAINED WEIGHT!! hehe… couldnt resist nice food whenever im home.. well, my dearie housemie, brothers, sisters, ai-ya housemie, classmie etc etc etc, pls pls pls dont laugh at me wor when u guys see me.. i know wat i should do next=p hehe.. oh ya, m betting with my sis on weight losing now.. she has to lose 15kg while 10kg for me.. hmm.. 500 bucks will be fined if either one of us cant hit the target when i go back for good next year.. meaning i have 5-6 mths to have the fat shed from my body=p friends, u’ll support me, won’t u?? lemme see.. wat m i gonna treat myself with that 500$$.. a pair of nice jeans?? leather watch??  sexy clothes?? haha… cant help laughing when i come to think of it… but i have to work real hard!!

hmm.. i learnt tennis too over this summer.. m not a pro now, but at least i can hit the ball accurately, with better technique.. well, mr lau, will continue the lesson when i come back next year, i promise!! well, went to kl too.. had really great time there with all my lovely buddies!! muahaha… my craziness jz turned on whenever i saw u guys.. i cant help it!!=p hehe.. went to hk with daddy too.. had good time but would like to go again with friends next time.. jz to shop+eat.. missed out a few places this time: lan kuai fong to see hot hunks+chicks, lots and lots of shopping malls etc etc etc.. hmm… the roller coasters in ocean park are waiting for me to get back to them too!! hahaha…

oohh, watched a few series too over this holiday.. and i finally found out that i have a really bad habit dat is, unable to delay gratification!!!! sis (i mean my younger sis) scolded me a few times for watching the series till late at night.. haha.. m bringing some back to dublin too.. huhu.. no1 can stop me from boiling dvds now=p lovely laptop, be sang sang seng seng har!!!!

in a nutshell, i wasted most of my time over the summer!! it’s okie, dont worry, i’ll work hard for the coming months (if u believe in me=p).. yawn~yawn~yawn~ nitez!!!

这是每个小孩的梦想..曾经自己告诉自己,我可以为所欲为,只要我长大..我可以离开家乡念书,只要我长大..我可以选择自己向往的生活,只要我长大..22岁了,现在的我算是长大了吧..小时候的梦圆了,但其实发觉长大并不是我想象中那么美好..

昨天跟朋友通过电话..告诉朋友, 我发觉自己朋友少了,烦恼多了..上课时想念家乡, 希望早点回来见见我多年不见的朋友们,但发现其实朋友们已各奔前程,分隔在不同的地方..想念我当初在莎阿南的朋友们,但爸爸基于近来治安不好,迟迟不让我独自南下探望我整年不见的好友们,其实相信我,我真的好想好想见你们!!但是对于父母对我总是没辙,也许是一路以来的乖宝宝形象作祟吧!!~~总认为,爸妈把我生下已是恩,叛逆岂不是恩将仇报?!!

感觉自己一路以来都背负着很大的包袱做人.. 无它, 我知道自己的能力, 知道自己在这个家所背负的责任..虽然我说的责任并不是什么做工养家,或半工半读, 或生儿育女的..这个责任是无形的..我无法很具体的说出到底它是什么, 但是它是一个无形的枷锁,偶尔把我锁得喘不过气来..从来不会把自己所面对的问题带回家,因为我害怕,也不想成为家人的包袱..时常告诉朋友,我不想活到太老,因为我担心以后自己老了,成为家人的包袱,孩子们因为都不想背起这重任而争争吵吵的!!我是标准的巨蟹座,不希望自己的家吵吵闹闹的,更害怕自己成为家里吵闹的祸首!!所以我宁愿活少一点,只要别麻烦到别人就好!!

谈到这里,想必很多人都会说看不出你是酱的人..说真的,有时感觉自己的装傻弄疯也可以是我的一个保护色!!问题说出来并不能解决的话,我宁愿自己解决了再向别人长文缩短..可是往往这时候大问题变小问题,小问题也变没问题了!!其实现在的我也没什么问题啦,只是心情有点不好,发发牢骚而已!!好了,要载大姐回家了!!改天再来~~

hehe.. 3 down, 2 to go.. but im already in my holiday mood!! hmm.. who cares about OSCE?? who cares about MCQ?? hmm.. can’t wait to go back home.. another 8 days to go!!!!!!! penang, here i come!! miss my lovely pg food.. mummy’s cookings (or mb i’ll cook for her this time since im a ‘qualified’ chef now=p).. miss chai kuey, bak kut teh, hokkien mee, curry me etc etc etc.. miss my fam.. miss my friends.. muahaha… we can meet up real soon~~ can’t wait to see u guys and hang out with u all!! hmm.. wat else?!! i think dat’s all lar.. ciao!

yeah, u know wat happen when i start blogging AGAIN~~=p have been sitting in the library for the whole morning, did 3 lectures.. didnt really understand wat i studies though=p (as usual) m working on the 4th one– lung tumour.. hopefully it’s a hot exam topic if im able to memorize it=p hmm.. read yet’s blog jz now, chatted with choo in the morning, called mummy after lunch jz now, wanted to talk to my ku ming ying but her phone was engaged.. called her a few times dee.. but she didnt seem free enough to answer to my phone =”( daddy called jz now, after me texting him and manja-manja a bit=p hmmm… miss malaysia during exam period!! miss home when exam’s drawing near but i still swim around (ie wandering around= not able to concentrate on my studies) miss me friends in malaysia.. and all those abroad now!! oh ya, i realise sth too.. love baking when exam’s coming.. soaked the mixed fruits bought from dunnes store yesterday.. recipe asked me to soak it overnight.. but now im soaking it overday and overnight.. should taste nicer, shouldn’t it??=p hmm.. didn’t i tell u dat im baking fruit cake?? soaked in brandy.. muahaha… hopefully it turns out to be nice..well, m also baking banana cake this weekend.. probably tomorrow.. m waiting for the banana to ripe.. bought walnuts too.. hmm.. i started to sound more like a prof housewife/baker than an exam-is-coming-but-haven’t-finished-her-revision’s student=p read from yet’s blog too dat g1 and wei en is gonna visit her in their winter months.. recalled my trip to australia last year.. thanks ah wan for being jz a nice host.. LOVE AUSTRALIA after the trip!! well, will visit yet in NZ one day too.. during her graduation!! so, work hard, yet!!

okie, start talking non-sense.. have to get back to lung tumour!!(*headache*) CIAO!!

uuhhh.. feel like an old old nanny now.. went to gym in the morning jz now and my whole body is now aching=p havent moved my limbs for.. ermm.. lemme count.. more than 1 month.. good thing.. i m still able to jog, cycle and do some weigh-bearing trainings.. hehe.. jz dat, my long sleeping muscles are all awakened now.. and they’re asking for mercy.. so i decided to.. hehe.. give ‘em a break!! muahaha.. good excuse for not going to gym in coming few days’ time.. ok, words go dead.. end of story!!=p

hmm.. jz drop by to have a few lines here.. after 2 long days of travelling to the bloody hospital.. well, m now officially a 3rd medical student (baby 3rd to be exact..).. well, it’s not as exciting as i expected.. sigh~~ my life has changed.. m now busy with all those stupid tutorials and lectures.. kinda blur now.. i don know where my tutorial rooms are.. neither do i know when and wat tutorials are taking place.. isshh… will have to start all over again.. coping with my new life and new hustle and bustle accompanying me~~ pray hard dat i’ll get used to ‘em soon… okie.. hafta go back home for dinner.. ciao!!

muahaha… muahaha… i’ve finally finished that bloody exam.. killed a few brain cells.. but it’s alright coz im still surviving.. muahaha… hmm… finally finished exam but m not happy at all.. coz i have nth to do now!! finished the black forest jo transferred to me the other day.. my inability to delay gratification is the one to be blamed.. darn… finished 15 episodes even b4 my oral.. another 5 finished directly after oral.. and i end up having nth to do now.. anyway, jz a little thing to share bout that series.. wah lau.. ken ko was super duper nice lar.. isshh… not only handsome he is, caring, lovely, cool etc.. neva mention he knows how to bake cake.. walau eh… PERFECT guy on the earth.. but too bad.. he exists only in GATEAUX AFFAIR.. so i plan to watch it again.. hehe.. to reinforce his yeng’ness’.. =p ok, jz a 38 blog rite after my exam.. guys,thanks for finishing this crappy blog.. xie xie peng chang=p haha… ok, should write a more serious one when im in the mood.. ciao!

never be so stressful like this time.. phew.. exam’s in another 8 days’ time.. havent even finished my 1st revision.. haven’t even started abdomen&pelvis, thorax anatomy.. neva touched my 2nd med stuffs for more than 1 month dee.. wonder if i can still remember little bits of them and make them up during the exam.. stressed.. how i wish desserts=stressed.. so dat i can love it more..=p sigh..~~
wonder y m i torturing myself here.. shouldnt have opted for this stupid career.. being a doctor wont be my lifetime job, i guess so..~~ so.. dono y m i still here.. revising notes everyday, waiting to be killed without knowing wat i’m going for..?? sigh..~ kind of sure dat i’ll be back this summer.. can’t stand another stressful exam without treating myself well with comfortable love from my fam..~~ miss them alot alot alot.. papa neva called me for a few days dee.. neva talked to mummy for so long dee.. da jie, neva see her fat fat face for so so long dee.. my bro’s already bigger than 100 kg nowadays.. miss his lame jokes=p ah soh, miss her jio’g me for fine dining every now and then.. opps… it’s me who jio’ed’ her.. miss ah li.. bring me here and there when im home.. drive me to various places for their nice food.. yummy~~ miss shopping with her..!! aikss.. miss zi ee with the zhu zhu zui=p.. miss ah boy.. ee ee ak ak to himself… muahaa… miss my noisy home with lotta ppl.. miss CNY spent with u guys.. eating eating eating non stop.. miss kuih kapit, miss muruku, miss kuih bakul, miss kuih bangkit.. miss ang pow.. miss my cousins.. miss my aunties and uncles.. phew… miss MALAYSIA…sob sob..